Oh jeez

The guy I was talking about is the drummer I was talking about earlier.
ByYyYyy the way, we got really close.
Our grade had to go to a national park for a week, and we were grouped into different groups that were randomized. I was in a group called the Coyotes. He was in that group.
We got so close that we ate lunch together every day and talked on hikes and ughGH it was perfect.
Now I'm back in school and its kind of awkward and I think he thinks I like him but he already has a date to prom who happens to be an okay/meh person.

I dunno.
BUT LAST NIGHT. OHMYGOD.
We had a jam session. I lost my phone so I just DM him on Instagram, and I DM'ed him saying "We should start a band". And he answered and we talked about it and we formed this imaginary band in our heads and he shared his favorite type of music and gave me songs to listen to- I'm not going to lie some of them were pretty freaking scary- and we had like an indirect jam session?

Idk.
I don't really like him like him, but I think I really like him as a friend, like a lot. He's super cool.
Anyway yeah bye.

-Zo 

Mars

So, Mars my hamster passed away.
I've been really, really, really, really sad.
Her death was unexpected. At least... To me.
I used to play with her every day and give her treats and stuff.
Then I got Milo. Milo the cat. Milo's a cat so he needs a lot of attention and petting and food and litter box cleanings and its crazy, so I barely had time for Mars. I played with her once every week, sometimes shorter, sometimes even longer. I just fed her every night. She started coming out of her house less and sleeping more. When she passed, I realized I wasn't there for her. So I cried. Not only was it that she died, it was that I was guilty. I feel like its all my fault. But she died peacefully, all curled up and cozy. She's in a better place, where she can run freely.

I miss her.
R.I.P Mars.

-Zo

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing.

Hey guys.
I'm still alive. Sorry for uh, not posting for like 3 million years.
A lot of sh!t happened.
We're moving houses to a bigger, cooler, double story. (The market's going up!)
My hamster, Mars, passed away and I cried my eyes out.
I kind of like this one guy and we talk about music but his looks are <<<< but his personality is >>>. and I don't know if I like him... Confusing.
'Nyway so life's been okay, finals are coming up, and I'm not looking forward to it.

Peace!
-Zo